Bitterness. (at it's finest)

Ah! I've got so much to say, but I'm not sure how long I have to actually blog about it, but here goes.


I want out. I hate college, even more than normal. THIS WEEK has been so awful, I can't even put into words. I'm sitting here crying about it. It'd be really great if I was treated fairly, and with respect. Just saying.

Next, I'm not hurt, but I'm hurting. My heart aches, and my mind is never at ease. I'm so tired, and I don't ever feel well. It's over, it's the end, it's out of my control.

I need people that care. I need someone to snap me out of it. I need someone to listen. I need someone to understand. I need someone to realize. I need someone to love me. I need someone to reach out. I need someone to let go. I need someone to hold on. I need someone to hold. I need someone to hold me. I need someone to be a friend. I need someone to be an enemy.

I want love. I want happiness. I want peace. I want honesty. I want honor. I want pride. I want respect. I want truth. I want time. I want friends. I want enemies. I want fear. I want pain. I want motivation. I want caress. I want safety. I want you.


(oh, I want more than I need, but the needing is so deep.)