Sunday, February 15, 2009

I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry.

I love you too much, but not enough.
I feel free when I’m with you, but I feel trapped.
I’m addicted to you, your love and your touch.
I want you too much when you take me into your arms.
Sometimes you’re all I need to protect me from my mind.I can’t say no when you hold me and everything feels just right.
I can’t say no when you ask me to spend the night.
I can live happily without you.
I can live well without you.
Sometimes I miss you when I’m gone,
But my life is full and I’m okay. I move on.

I feel selfish and mean and weak.
You love me enough to turn the other cheek
You deserve better than what I give to you.
You deserve the world, and someone who wants to share that world with you.

I’ve filled my life with my dreams, my family, my job.
I don’t see how you fit. I can’t sacrifice it all.
I don’t know how to combine you with my life.
I need moderation and balance.
I can’t seem to find them.

I’m searching and life gives me chance after chance.
I just don’t think it’s fair to drag you through the mud.
I’m sorry, I love you. I’m sorry.

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